Something Different?

Okay so I am only almost 5 weeks prego but oh my gosh have I been feeling the symptoms for about 5 days now! I think that I forgot how lovely this was. But I didn't have symptoms until after 6 weeks with Oak so I am left wondering. I know that people say that a boy and a girl make you have different pregnancies but I thought it was just each pregnancy is different period. Well I must say that I am keeping my fingers crossed for the first idea personally because it is high time for a boy on both sides of our family. If anyone knows my family, I am the oldest of 4 girls and now with my sister about to pop out her 1st GIRL/1st kid, I am beginning to think that my families female environment is to hostile for the male to survive. haha We are pistols in my family. And on my husbands side , the girls are gorgeous and perfect but we only have two boys, poor little guys! So just wondering what your thoughts are about the whole boy and girl pregnancies being different. The Chinese birthing calendar said that this one is a girl, and those Chinese are a smart group of people. So I dunno, I am left thinking it might just be a boy because my symptoms started so soon, or maybe this particular baby just loves me so much that it wants me to know right off, "MOM!!!! MOM!!!! I AM HERE!!!" Well thank you my dearest little one, yes you sure are here. ughhh! nausea. :) Let me know. Grassy ass!

Little One #2!!!

I know that it maybe is a little early to start saying anything but anyone who knows me really well knows that I die trying to keep surprises a secret. But I don't care! I have been screaming for the last 40 minutes and I am so excited to say that we are expecting baby #2! I love being a mom more than I have ever loved anything (I do love my husband a bit more) but amounts aside, I am beyond happy words. I am ecstatic! So April 2, 2011 we will welcome our new precious spirit into the world! Quote for your day: A baby is God's opinion that life should go on! I love both of my babies!

New project idea...

Well if every single one of my new goals and ideas has not exhausted you yet, just wait, this last one is sure too. So drawing and painting, check, sewing and creating, check, teaching, check, kick butt wife and mother, check, public speaking, check, writing a book, a not yet but soon.

That is right. I am going to write a book. I want a new challenge, I want another change, I want to grow and expand my knowledge and experience even more, I want my testimony to grow and I want to grow closer to those that I love and make new friends and share the true gospel of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. So thank you grandma for my new idea for my latest endeavor.

I love a challenge. I love growth. I thrive with change. I want to make a difference in this crazy infected world by bringing to the surface the beautiful realities that come with a daughter who has a sticky face, a husband with dirty rough calloused hands, eyes that are red from crying , laundry draped over the couch, and a heart that is about to explode from the love and relationship that I have and that anyone can have with a perfect and loving and real Father in Heaven whose love for me and everyone is never ending and uncomprehendingly strong despite my never ending flaws and the flaws that come with being human period.

So tonight I start and I will keep ya posted.