My eyes again are opened!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=naqX9iYE0V0&feature=PlayList&p=31B2384C7C470214&index=2
If you want to watch this video on youtube of President Hinkley, I highly reccommend it. After still having so many bouts with depression, I wonder if it will ever cease. The pain, the anger, regret, the feeling of being absolutely alone, walking around in a dark space with no end of the constant confusion in sight. There is still only one thing that can pull me from this, my testimony. Reaching up from the dark muck of this world toward heaven and having my Saviors hand be the hand that pulls me up everytime is the only comfort I have. I am not alone. He knows what I feel. I need to use my weaknesses to be a strength to someone in need. Through my trials, I can become like Him. Depression is such a selfish thing and to focus my thoughts with someone else, I am cured. I love paying tithing and fast offerings. I can pay my tithing to help build up the Kingdom of God on the Earth through temples, and churches. Through fast offerings I can build up my fellow man and show them that I love them. I love service and I am glad to be able to share my testimony with anyone that will hear me. I love President Hinkley's message. It was the perfect top off to a beautiful Sabbath day and the perfect start off to a new week of challenges and service. I love this gospel. I know with all my heart it is true. My Father and Savior live. Christ is my Redeemer. Thomas S. Monson is a true prophet of God. The scriptures are the true word of God. I can be with my family for ETERNITY! and now boda bing dark cloud gone. Thank You for reading this extremely long post!