For Pete's Sake Gosh Dang It!!!!!.......

I chose this image of the Vernal Temple because of the emotion it brought out in me. So it is 11pm and I just got back from Enrichment. I really don't know if I have just been PMSing for the last two months or if I am coming down with something but I have just felt numb since we found out that we weren't leaving for Logan anymore. I really cannot express to you how heartbroken I really was. Mentally, Emotionally, and mostly Spiritually I shut down. I wanted to want to be in Vernal so bad but I just couldn't quite grasp how to love it again the way I once did, until this week. I finally got off my butt and read the Ensign for the first time in I don't know how long. I finally intently prayed. Instead of wondering where all of my friends were, I let Aaron kick me out of the car and get me to Enrichment to become the friend once again that I have been looking for in everyone else. I always say that you will only get out what you put into it. Maybe I should practice what I preach. It also helps that the snow is gone and the lovebugs are starting to show up on every spot that the warm sun hits. I love Vernal! I love my ward! I love my friends. I love my wonderful blunt yet sweet husband and all of his patience for the crud I put him through. I love my squishy warm sidekick and her loving hugs and light voice full of questions that make no sense. I love the words of the prophet and apostles. I love prayer and I love the opportunity to talk to Heavenly Father anytime, anywhere. I love my life. And I love that it has taken 2 and half months for me to finally open my spiritual eyes and take a look at the beautiful world I live in. Anything worth while takes time, and the Holy Ghost and a humble heart are definitely worth the time.