For my family.

Overwhelming to me lately how blessed I am, truly. I have the love of three (soon to be 4) of the most incredible people ever to walk this earth. I wonder daily, no every minute of every day, what I ever did to deserve the love and happiness I have been blessed with. Talking to my sweet grandparents today on the phone, my grandfather asks "So how is that old man doing that ya live with(Aaron)?". I giggle because my grandfather is the goofiest dude I have ever known, and reply without thinking, "He is perfect. He is the most incredible man I have ever known in my life.". Grandpa paused and responded lightly "I would have to agree with ya there. You got a good one." We both sat in silence for a bit, me crying and also knowing he was doing the same on the other end. It pleases me beyond words to also know that the people whose opinions matter most to me in this life look at my little brood and see exactly what I see everyday; near perfection. My little beauties make my heart melt when they look at me with the same huge blue eyes that their dad has. It should be illegal for little girls to bat their eyelashes the way mine do. They will always get away with murder. Their laughs or should I say shrills are ear piercing, but that also tells me that I have some happy little girls in my home. It reassures me that I'm not a failure. With one look I know my husband sees me. I don't mean just looking at me, but he sees through me. He knows my soul. His heart knows my heart. Our spirits speak to each other because they have known each other so much longer than just this life. We have been each others best friend and confidant since the pre existence. I know how abnormal my marriage is to the world. But my marriage is not of this world. It surpasses limits of time. I believe in eternity and I know that I live with endless possibilities everyday. This post is deep, and I am deep. I see things rosier than the typical person but I have also made a very rosie reality for myself. Everything, life, people, every trial and triumph is what you make it. Life and The Lord have been so very sweet to me. Not without heartbreaking, mind breaking, body breaking, emotion breaking trials. But so sweet. For all of this sweetness there is no end. Just as there doesn't have to be an end for anyone. Life's happiness will continue because we work so hard daily to keep it alive. We will forever carry with us life lessons and experiences. Why not look at every glass half full and make this precious second of eternity the best it can be.